there many ways and forms we obtain enlightenment on many different levels, as for me, on this level, it has been pain, but I choose to look deeper into things, everyone naturally sees things for multiple reasons, I choose many, in hopes catching it all in hopes to achieve the next level, and always doing my best to keep an open mind with fairness at the forefront of it all, I have to be me and constantly realign and change me to become me, again!